A Thought : When you were trusting someone but they betrayed you

11.51 PM.
I am thinking about how could I trusted several friends. I talked to them. I trusted them. I tried to make a happy moment with them. I helped them. Because I thought they were nice to me and my motto was it's very important to make happy the one who loves me. I don't know, people makes mistake and they kind of showing their inner shape.

Well, at least I learned how to handle my emotion. It sucked. I felt very lonely at those times. Everyone kind of left me behind. They talked lies about myself. At the same time my mom told me that I have to forgive and stay calm, because that's the only way to escape from their mouth.

I am a believer of Islam. In this case, I just realized what I was learning about shabr (patience) is real, and also the learn is in every situation which we are feeling unwell, it's probably because our sins in different time and place used to be. Then I started to fix myself by correcting my heart first, less hate and forgive. It doesn't sound as easy as I said, but it is worth to try.

But I am still learning until now. Whatever you do, please be nice. Even they seem against you. Because it's not about what you get in dunya (world), it's about your relationship with Allah and jannah in His promises.